I’m going to love you forever.
This is my promise.
Until the sun will never rise again,
the oceans will freeze their tides,
the clouds float no longer in the sky.
I will cherish you,
hold you close to my heart.
For you, my friend,
for you, the lover you may become.
You were the bee
that fertilized this flower,
causing it to bloom and flourish.
You are the very reason
that like a butterfly
out of the cocoon,
I have come out.
To forget you,
would be forgetting myself.
I will love you
until time itself
no longer exists.
Tag: 19 years old
289 Always [15 February 2000]
If only you would hold me
for the rest of my life,
then would I be satisfied.
I long for silence
of my inner turmoil,
for a solitude
filled only with you.
To wake up knowing
you will always be there.
To sleep,
with you beside me.
288 My Strength [09 February 2000]
You are strength
A pillar of stone
I lean upon.
Just to be near you is to be
Apart of your might.
You are my truth
The honesty I desire.
I believe in you
And all that you are.
If I could lose myself
Within you
I would gladly
I would fall into your arms
And never come up for air.
I love the way you smile at me.
I love the way your arms surround me.
You are love.
The only one I’ve ever truly cared for.
You’ve taught me
To give of myself
To give you my heart
And love you completely.
If I asked you,
Would you love me?
Not just in pieces,
But in all parts?
I know that today is not the time
For me to fall in love.
But I will love you
Without question,
Without regret.
Even if fate
Sends us our different ways,
I will find you
And love you until I die.
287 Let Me Stay [01 February 2000]
Let me stay within you
For I cannot live without you.
I want to feel lost
Within the embrace of your arms
To drown in every piece of your soul
To leave this world loving you
Please love me
I may be strong
But you
Are my foundation
I say I love you
But that doesn’t even come close
To this raging emotion within my heart
Within my soul
As yin completes yang
You complete me.
286 Take Me Away [25 January 2000]
Take me away
Fly me to another place.
Save me from despair,
Save me from the hurt.
The terror of loneliness.
Keep me close
To your side.
Never let me go.
285 Love Is [25 January 2000]
Love is:
the kiss of rain
the caress of a summer breeze
the unspeakable feeling within your heart
the smile of a blooming rose
the laughter of a babbling brook
all that you feel for that one person who completes your soul.
284 My Purpose is Found [21 January 2000]
This feeling,
within my soul.
This terrifying emotion.
I ask why,
only to have no answer.
My path was blurred,
my fate unknown.
To know the truth
would be a blessing.
yet still I am lost
among the found.
In you,
my purpose is found.
The reason for my survival.
Your love.
To look upon you,
is to see my soul.
0283 Understanding the Darkness [1999]
Night with its solitude
Brings me forth into truth.
The truths not known in daylight,
But hidden in the sunny rays.
It took me time
To understand myself,
To understand the darkness
That dwells within me.
Not the darkness of night,
For night is the only salvation
That one like me has
To hide the fears of life.
Night is the good,
Day the enemy.
Look for the truth
Within your soul.
0282 Life’s Music [1999]
Like a song,
The wind through the trees.
Like a melody,
The talking brook.
The songs of a forest,
Like the heartbeat
Within a child’s breast,
Like the soul’s longing cry.
The heart’s mournful ballad
For a love so true.
The moon’s silent vigil,
Haunting like a chant.
The songs within,
The music without.
Sung by nature’s choirs
Listened to by human ears.
0281 Hidden Away [08 December 1999]
Breathe, into me,
bring me into life.
Save me from a future
full of loneliness and solitude.
I have hidden away
to save myself
from the tortures of life,
forgetting to live.
in the end i am yours 